Cuddling!

Chris took this picture for me at Kelsey Creek Park :)

So.. in newer news! Oh my. I can only hope this will last! I found a male species that actually really, really likes cuddling! You heard it right. Turns out to be one of my tickling contacts I had met about a year ago from our munches. He had found a girlfriend shortly after we had gone on a few casual dates back at that time, so I had obviously lost hope when he stopped attending meetings with us downtown. Well, it turned out working quite well actually, because his girlfriend apparently broke up with him recently.. and he saw one of my many pathetic status messages on yahoo last night asking for a date. We went to a midnight showing of "Return to Oz" and then got some late night grub at the new diner that replaced beloved Ol' Minnies. (where the fuck else could you get a half pound of clams at 3am for a mere 8 dollars?) I was sad to see this place go. But anyways! Lordy, this guy was into snuggles. We both tickled each other and did a lot of soft touching and then he just squeezed me. Kept holding tighter... we fell asleep that way about 4am in the morning until 2pm the next day in our underclothes. It was absolutely superb. Sensuality does exist among men! <3 Mmm.

In other news I am indeed going to the Folsom street Fair next weekend for kink and other random goodness down in sexy San Fran. I will get to see my "roleplay" incest daddy Lokesh, and Mike and fat lil' Bucky too! I <3 San Francisco

Green thumbs and green tits! (sorta)

Okay, I am back with some pictures! This is the latest from my kitchen. My Aerogarden is now yielding what you see in the picture about every 1-2 weeks! Yum! (This is giving me a great excuse to cook again, thank-goodness) Now, all I have to do is clean my god damn apartment more so I can have people over for dinner! Today I snapped a photo of my massive amounts of sweet basil I harvested, a huge hunk-o-chives, a small batch of thai basil, some tyme, and a decent little de-lish pile of mint.. all organic! yay! ...Hmm... Larb Gai anyone? <3



In other news... hmm.... random free shit along the side of the road is awesome. Alongside that.. random free shit with elaborate descriptions are even better. We found this specimen directly across the street from our beloved neighborhood Value Village.... which happens to be having a 50% off day today that I am about to scramble to after I finish yapping here. Bless ye local thrift stores!



...and lastly... but certainly not leasty... well, there's just no good way to put this lightly. Seth, Aaron and I did a sploshing scene. Yes, sploshing.. as in dirty and disgusting and awesome. I will put a few pictures here on the blog, but the rest are going to reside on my XTube account (for those of you interested in peeking at that and other random naked Julie smut.. just type in "JulieTiger" under the photo groups on XTube) ... because well, I'm a slut like that. Thank you to my loving awesome bois!! We shall make this the coolest calendar ever! XoXo <3 Enjoy!!



Oh yes!! ... put... it... in.... there..... :p *Ppttthhhhhh!!*

August lush...

Bless me Blogger, for I have sinned. Its been over a month since my last confession.
I'm a bit torn at the moment. Ive been having a hard time figuring life out lately. The issue I'm talking about involves a boy. The one I was referring to earlier in my posts. I think that I like him a lot, but that he doesn't like me back in exactly the same way. I wish I could say he doesn't know whats good for him.. but only he knows that of course.
I know I need to be okay with this because he loves someone else. He never stopped loving her. They are sweet together aside losing the title they shared. I feel like I don't really have the right to feel this way... and well, hey.. I feel like a drama queen for wallowing in the thought so much anyways. *sigh*
I used to always say.. and still say to others.. that labeling isn't important... that "it is what it is," right? I'm sure this is true, and I will continue to give people this advice... but... Hmm.. sometimes I guess a girl just wants some.. err.. assurance? Well, at this point I don't think I'll be getting much more. I need to get back into my old groove to stop all these whirling fantasies. Im wondering if i just need to move on.
I was looking online for new friends for the longest time.. pretty much since I was 18 Ive been on the dating scene.. getting casual dates.. keeping up with email exchanges to new, interesting and mysterious people. Never looking for anything very serious.. but always sort of looking with that as an underlying goal perhaps?
That all has pretty much ceased since March when this all happened. Ive not had any new dates since then.
I met a cool couple in March... big deal right? I meet couples all the time.. I guess these people just hit home a bit more for me than others usually do. These people seemed real.. I could relate to them.. I enjoyed their company, got too close too soon, and heck... shit hit the fan. I don't even know what to say about the whole thing. I feel like I'm standing here starring blindly like a deer caught in headlights. No one did anything wrong really. We developed feelings... its only natural? Its been a little weirder lately though. I feel like a coward for not chatting with her much anymore, and instead always hanging out with him. Maybe she wants it this way? I don't know if I'm doing the right thing by being so open with him about my feelings. Shit. He said it first... I'm being a girl!! He was at one point open with me until I asked him to stop it. I talked with him one day and asked him to stop saying sweet things to me.... because.. well, I felt like it was sort-of giving me false hope, you know? I mean.. unless I just don't know what the fuck I'm talking about, I'm pretty sure I love the guy. As crazy as that sounds... coming from a girl that doesn't get into serious relationships very often... and who doesn't throw the "L" word around anyone usually aside her best friends and her sweet sweet sister. It hurt when he said it near the end. I know he loves her with all his heart... but, he said he liked me too.. hmm.. but shes not interested in me... but I know he deep down wants to have a relationship with her much more than me (at least it seems):) .. hmm, I guess its much easier handling a friendship. We have still continued to be intimate together, and we talk/text once or twice a day.
We talked recently about the way I feel. Last Monday we chatted outside the bar we ate at... about how I like him, and that i guess it hurts somewhat.. knowing he loves her and wants to be with her. I am fucking awful for saying that... I know. I should be happy for him, and I am.... they are great together.. but, well... jealousy rears its ugly head.. it does hurt not seeing him every day, and it hurts not getting cuddled as much as I was.
*sigh* I need to get over him some. I need some strong fun person to just whisk me off my feet here now, and start up my dating like I was before. Let their relationship be... let it heal. I need to be okay with just being friends!! :) I'm supposed to be good at this dammit!! I know I can be.. I'm just giving it time. I need to go on some dates... and I know it will get easier.
<3 Its true what they say... about opening your heart... you risk a lot when you do!! I am seeing now how 'waiting until the time is right' will save you a lot of grief down the road.
So yeah!!! Sorry about the drama all! ... I promise I am still my same kinky dirty self... hell, I just explored the artsy kink of sploshing yesterday!! Holy jesus that was insane. My bois made the experience happen. I shall post a picture or 3 when I get them!! <3
As far as positive news stories go, my Aerogarden is now fairly mature and yielding some yummy sweet smelling vegetation! My apartment always smells like basil. I'm cooking with my herbs weekly now!! Weee 4 health! *hugs her herbies*
Love you all.

Random Thoughts...

Im not going to write much this evening... I have a few random things on my mind... completely sexual of course. I went on a small outing with the friendly goth boy this evening... we watched the sunset... he teased me with sexual talk on the way home...

...he pats his hand on his lap while smiling up at me. "Come here sweetheart, Daddy wants to hold you close." She smiles and walks over to him, gently lowering her bottom down onto his thighs. Her skirt scrunches a few inches higher up her bottom as she sits, revealing a small amount of white cotton panty exposed against his leg. "How was your day baby girl?" he asked. "Oh, a long hard day.. lots of homework to do daddy... I think my muscles are sore" He shifted her weight on him as he sat back into the chair. "Let me help make you feel all better after a hard day, okay sweetheart?" She smiled at him and tucked her head onto his neck nuzzling him. "That sounds nice daddy." He reached around to the front of her breast and slowly took her sweater off so he could get a better angle on her shoulders. She shifted her weight on him again to let him gain more access. Her skirt was almost completely hiked up now, and her cotton panties were resting against his crotch. He started rolling his thumbs and fingers along her "M mm, that's it.. right there Daddy....it feels pretty good." She began to grind her ass into him a small amount at the feel of his strong hands running down her back and shoulders. She let out a few quiet moans. After about 20 minutes of this she appeared to be somewhat flustered... she noticed a small wet spot on her panties, as well as on his growing pants...
TO BE CONTINUED...

My Playlist <3

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Summers here, things are warming up... ;)

Oh Lordy, where to begin... In this last month of heartbreaks, dirty fantasy, and well... lots o'gyming... Id have to say the biggest news was the relationship bit. Last I wrote here I was "dating" someone. Well, that has officially ceased. He wants her back and doesn't want any hangups on this end. Can I blame him? Hell no... shes cute and awesome and well... hell, Id date her too...in fact I was... I think. Hmm. Why do I suddenly feel like I'm 12 again? Anyways.. Drama.. lord! Anywho.. the gothy boy and I are still fucking. Thank god we are still fucking. We fuck about twice a week. Good fucks. Fucking good fucks. ;) hehe.. This is utterly some of the best sex I've ever had. The man seriously knows how to fuck. Why do I suddenly emphasize the fucking? Because Its damn good amazing fucking, thats why! Maybe its because he refers to me as his little girl... maybe Its because he always asks for me to fight back... maybe its because he seems to always want to hold every lose extremity of mine so fucking tightly to the bed that I really know I could never make an escape even if I wanted to ;) ... (Okay, of course I wouldn't probably want to, but just saying!!) *Sigh.. So yes. Back to the single Julie. I knew It was too good to be true... they usually are. I just hope we can stay friends. Now, don't get me wrong.. the guy has other good qualities... hes kinda like a chick in ways, so we often times get bored out of our skulls, but we both love spontaneous shindigs... food, walking the neighborhood at night.. trips to the beach.. bars w/ friends on occasion... Hell, he even likes sushi. (Although I have to admit.. he had me at thrift store shopping) So yeah, such is life. I guess I cant complain.. I was never looking for anything exclusive in the first place, and well, we are youngins. All a learning experience I suppose. Hope we can keep this up though!! :D
On to bigger and better things!! I have recently found and started adoring the site www.fetlife.com .. Its freeking awesome. Its like CollarMe only you can browse specific fetishes to find folks.. it archives all your past conversations too. Awesome. Finally.. a kinky social networking site.. and it even lists beastie. I know, I know.. I'm going to hell. But you know what fuckers... Fido needs lovins too. God bless this site and pray for me everyone that the fact 'I'm only one of 2 women in Washington state that lists "beastie" as a fetish' helps single me out enough to meet some groovy folks eh? Maybe, no?

In other news.. cellulite is evil and must be eliminated from my thighs!! ... and dammit that will be done! Aaron and I have been religious about going to the gym as of late... be proud of our thighs!! He actually looks like he has little Tumors on the upper portions of his arms, but I know its just man-muscle. Aww... dedication. <3
He actually has me set up on a new diet/exercise program we decided on while munching nummy Thai at Rom Mai one day. The rules are.. I'm only allowed to cum or have sex If Ive worked out in the last 24 hour period. This will surely make me look very similar to Carmen Electra in 4-6 months time. The good lord keepith my pussy and the good lord better fucking not take its right to cum awayith.. or the Lord I shall beatith!! <3 No really though... This is motivation. I actually recently asked the friendly fuck buddy to withhold sex from me If I don't start cleaning my appt on a regular basis... he didn't get back to me on this one.. so Im sure his opinion is much like my own. Some things just need to be done on a routine basis. But yeah, its working so far on the gym front.. as far as other things go I think I need punishment..hehe!! :)

In some last minute news I totally have a new fantasy. I want to be used by Thing. You know... the independently moving and thinking hand from the Adams Family movies? Oh yes, that one. I want it to creep up my bedside at night and sneak into my JP pants. I want it to seduce me by tickling my thighs and tummy and cunt. Then I want it to start fucking my pussy with its fingers. I want it to try fisting me. I want it to never turn away so I keep cumming all over it. MmmHmm :) In this I believe. <3
Oh goodness me. I have so much more to write tonight, but I think I'll stop it there. Its late, and Ive had a beer to relax with this evening :) I Love you all <3 Join Fetlife! ... It'll do a kinky good. <3 MUAH!*

Randomness...

I'm a little too tired to post much this evening...but thought this old picture from back in the day quite joyous. We <3 you slutty sandy. *moocheses*